live laugh love

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and just as i was about to diary for today i saw an ant on my table. idk why but i swear ever since covid ended (i dont rmb before that LOL) there has been like ants paying visits to my home like...in random spurts. sometimes there r like 10 in the toilet when i come back home from work/school and i get so confused like WHY R YALL J SINGING KUMBAYA IN MY TOILET??? is the garden not a better place? and they only come out at night. idk where they go during the day too like...r they just invisible? idek man. oh and these are huge ants like at least 1cm long from head to...last leg. and some are 2cm long...eurghhhh

anyways woke up today like damn late cuz the rain was absolutely lashing it down this morning (as it was the entire night i reckon). and i ended up just scrolling through socials in bed cuz why not. actly i can tell u why not: bcuz i had to be in school to STUDY. and guess what i did in the end. look at my exchange course info sheet that the host uni sent over and planned out the things to do (including which specific mods to try to map over). ugh. and i finally started having a PLAN to do things bcuz i realised that if i just go w the flow im nvr gonna go anywhere with my projects and assignments and i need to really get the engine going to get my stuff out in good quality in good time

which, btw, is a bit tricky when u r also dealing with personal stuff. but ig u just live laugh love, and try to be a better person each day to the ppl ard u. gonna have some down times, some remorseful moments, but its part of the process. do i regret things? 1000%. the 'life gives u lemons but lemons r man-made' quote really hitting rn. and so the wistfulness still rides on into the night...

nth much to write home about lessons honestly, now that every week is half guest lecture half actual lecture. but i think that i realised i really need to start revising my supply chain mgmt bcuz i cant remember my formulae UGH i cant get cooked this badly...

so yea time to start the engines lfgm

- steve, who shld rly be asleep bcuz he doesnt know how hes gonna wake up on time for lessons tmr if he doesnt sleep now, so good night dont let the bedbugs bite

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