okay here comes the catch-up

while i listen to some music. and also try to enjoy recess week

23rd Sep: okay so this was the start of week 6 (for reference) and i remember starting to feel stressed for midterms. but i also had to deal with this terrible food poisoning that had me going to shit BROWN WATER three times from the time i woke up to 2.30pm (and by the second time i already knew i had to see the doctor so i made an appointment) and the doctor nvr ended up saying what it was, but i was kinda certain that it was food poisoning from either the scrambled egg burger i had the prev day, or when i had accidentally ice with my bare hands and forgot to wash it after softball and drank my iced tea during lunch....zzz but anyways i had zero appetite to even eat my chocolate waffle i barely ate 2/3s of it and felt so ill...i swear even back in jc i nvr had it this bad...

and then the stomach cramps omg i swear i was fking pregnant or smth sia wtf i legit thought i was gna die cb (also the fever was terrible i was shivering like jack from titanic). then still have to tahan thru softball elections in the evening omg i was just complaining throughout istfg i had like zero energy to talk to anyone new or just banter with anyone in general...even doing my work was impossible because i had to try to stop shivering and just tahan my cramps for the entire day...zz (also the fever was 38.8 jeez)

24th Sep: idk why i never asked for mc cuz like even though the fever subsided, i had still had very bad diarrhoea??? and i still went to school for my lessons but had like zero interest in cp-ing, because i was so tired and just in pain the entire fking day and just praying i dont shit my pants or smth? also stalked my afternoon class crush's ig HAHAH omg...and i req it lmaoz. anyways i also had dinner and i swear the saap saap thai boat noodles became slightly bigger? but also a bit more ex...and i wanted a thai milk tea so badly, but i couldnt cuz of this stoopid diarrhoea...zz but i also had to zao from dinner early cuz i was like so tired and had morning lessons the next day hahaha. 

25th Sep: i think i went back to the doctor again after my lesson (which ended up being a talk) and i actually like, kinda felt even worse cos the cramps were worsening but i was taking my meds religiously and i had to ask for more meds lmao. anyways it was otherwise a very boring day and i didnt have energy to do anything but to try and study for midterms (i swear i didnt know there was so much content for service processes bruh i really should have FUCKING STARTED REVISING EARLIER idk what im doinggg). OH YES AND LOL WORLDS STARTED OMG LFG. 

26th Sep: i just stayed at home, slept in, and did revision. let's move on. i can't even enjoy watching league (but then 100t lost to r7 and fked the entire play-in tourney so wew)

27th Sep: finally went back to school (i say finally as if i mc-ed the entire week) and this german dude who i have been seating beside finally came back (i say this because he was missing the past two lessons LMAO) and he said he was also sick with stomach illness and stuff so idk how the flu bug is so shit this year like idk which guy just mutated it in their body and just spread it around like this world-ending illness..and there was CO elections in the late afternoon (idk why they said they thought it could end by dinner because the president role took like an hour with an endless barrage of questions). 

but i also wna say that idk why the new batch of ppl that come in got like so many good-looking ppl bruh omg. i swear im not a creep or anyth monstrous/evil ya but...

yes anyways elections went kinda smoothly (except for the hfs guy who was flexing his knowledge but said aft the elections to someone that the stuff he shared is actually all outdated and he doesn't know the modern processes...and also the vp candidate was kinda chill BUT too chill until ppl thought that she was just going for the sake/portfolio and she was like....going for a second round. and then i had to ask what her thoughts on accountability and responsibility were for a vp and i said that because people expect that from u and ppl have said that in their speeches before about being responsible and stuff but, regardless of exco role, have disappeared when the team needed them most and i said that i personally experienced that before as an exco member in another cca (softball)). i ofc, did not say that i had seen this before in smuco (even though it is true that it did happen this past year and a few years ago but i wasnt there to physically experience it in the exco so i cant say much but i also did bite my tongue to an extent hhahaah).  she eventually did get the role (i thought she wouldnt) and i literally celebrated cos we cld finally end elections (like i have never seen cca elections take 5 uninterrupted hours excluding lunch break)

28th Sep: just a chill day at home revising, enjoying my worlds, and trying to revise. 

29th Sep: i made the mistake of playing a bit of softball after the smu open ended. i swear i felt so dizzy, water going up my nose, mucus coming out of my nose, and felt like i may have passed out at any moment. i mean i did enjoy running around catching a few flyballs but i never felt my stamina disappear this quickly like...ever. and then i went back and tried revising but i just had a very bad cough and runny nose so idek man...like i really felt like giving up and just asking for a makeup test cos it was so bad but then the grinding over the past week would have to be repeated and i didnt want to subject myself to that so i kinda like just dealt with it. also wtf 100t got knocked of worlds play-ins AIN'T NO WAY AIRPORT SPEED RUN ANY%

30th Sep: tried to revise at home (had made the switch to home instead of school because i felt so tired). and i think it was better because i didnt need to move anyway and i could just focus on revising and actually managed to remember most of the important stuff ig...so was hoping that tomorrow would be fine...

wake me up when september ends (aka 1st Oct): okay so i took my test and realised that it was actly p decent HAHAHAH (but unfortunately i also did have a consult w my sust ops prof before and she said that our project topic was kinda meh (read: boring) and she said there was not much data that she could find (which also supports our claim because we couldnt find much empirical data - it was just mostly summarised data - so she recco'ed us to change our topic). and also i messaged the crush on ig (like spontaneously) and we just started talking so here's hoping it goes well? 

2nd Oct: omg this midterm for ltm was a tragedy...i literally "picked an idea from the air that looked nice and smoked it up to make it nicer but it was all for show". manz..at least midterms were over! and i could finally focus on just having fun again (or recover first then have fun cuz this nasal backdrip was so terrible i had to go see the doc AGAIN). and try to recover. 

3rd Oct: legit just sleep at home. and worlds main stage started yay so some league to watch (im as usual a caps enjoyer so lfg g2). 

4th Oct: last lesson before recess! also finally started discussing the shipping biz project. and also met the other prof for shipping biz who speaks with more enthusiasm and is clearer but i swear he caps half the things he says LOL like china is not the world's biggest importer (or smth)...huh? and angkor wat isnt a temple...LOL. but okay whatever go home toh enjoy recess week..

- steve (5th october onwards is reserved for the next post tmr)