Clearing the backlog - March 14th and 15th

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Since I have extra time now and the previous post was really short, here are some more..

Q20: What was the last grudge I held? 

Honestly I don't really hold grudges, unless someone really does something fked up to me. I'd say maybe when I was involved in the planning for one of Softball's events, there was a little bit of miscommunication between me and my President and my personal take is that she is a nice person but just isn't the best communicator (but she tries her best I can tell). So there was this event that was cancelled because of some backend issues which I won't say but basically it was never communicated to me (from anyone) and I just kinda flipped and got mad when I found out through someone else in the Exco. And basically it had been known for a while but it was never stated to me (and others maybe?) so yes. 

Q21: What is holding me back from happiness? 

That I am unwilling to ask out the girls that I have had a crush on in my 23 years of existence HAHAHAHA. Like that's not to say I won't have rejections or heartbreaks but like, maybe I wouldn't be evergreen? LMAO what a JOKE istg

-steve, evergreen for 22 years, 11 months and 27 days, i.e. my entire life

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