thurs, fri and sat

oops sorry stopped for two days because...i got really tired and had 4am football into a full day out with mala at night into today so...pardon the tardiness

OKAY SO THURSDAY i think it was actly a p decent day started watching more league (again LOL) and also started to get back a BIT more into projects and work...i think there comes a point where i kinda have to start going to school to stay in the library tho...like i think with 1 case, 3 projects and 2 individual papers to complete over the next month i REALLY got to lock tf in so LIVE LAUGH LOVE (if i sound deranged i promise it isnt me im just hyping myself (and you! if u r reading) up to survive hell week wherever u may be reading from

night class was kinda interesting so my prof (the french one who loves wine connection) had a guest speaker over to talk about warehousing and storage/transportation (essentially the focal point between middle mile and last mile) and wtf there's only roughly 5-10% of things in warehouses that are automated? kinda crazy ngl i think that it is rly stunning that so little is automated...yea but there was a ton of argy-bargy inside that i frankly cant remember but a lot of the problems is with things like ensuring data privacy and also retrofitting the processes and equipment to be able to handle the tech upgrades. kinda cool ngl. and yes thats the end of thursday (also i realised one of my group mates for that mod stayed like a 5-10min walk from me and i was like AGAIN? bcuz i knew someone else who stays rly near as well LOL wtf man this world rly damn small lah)

ANYWAYS FRIDAY so idk why i knew lessons were "off" on friday morning but i still decided to go school early...with the intention to do project work but ended up just watching youtube for 2 hours goddamnit WHY AM I LIKE THIS okay but fr i nd to lock in. next week. okay but then after that we went for lunch (like some of the other ppl who were in the same b2b class as me cuz we were like all the same major) and then finally talked to this girl who ive seen since last sem but nvr rly talked to LOL cuz the opportunity wasnt there (and she was in 2 classes w me last sem btw and we both hv a mutual too so AGAIN WHY THE WORLD SO SMALL). then i think lesson was kinda chill again the prof that looks like ke huy quan but is taiwanese and i think i finally started to get back into the interest of that mod again? like i started listening again LOL felt like the two weeks before recess i was just zoned out n wanting to go australia/gtfo school for one week LOL

okay then aft that went for softball...idk bruh it rly wasnt it lah the weather it rained for like 1.5hrs aft warmup and we just ended up doing net batting with only 5 ppl and the lighting got progressively worse to a point where i only hit 1 ball out of 30 (i swear the lighting wasnt so bad until i couldnt see the ball but idk it felt like i was just getting fked by the ball shadow or smth i mean how tf was my hit rate 3%). then went back for co prac for busking session and it was lowk chill honestly the main conductor got to take leave cuz wife pregnant again then got this substitute cher who is damn nice also (to quote the pres she wan cry cos he so nice LOL if u read this ya can go cry lah HAHAHAH) but the pieces abit interesting also...idk how tf my grade zero ass who has fat fingers and is washed (and was never good) is gonna play two-note chords on a lute where the fingers constantly have to go up and down the fingerboard and quite down low sometimes too. 

but then we (or specifically me and the vp) went to have mala aft that i can confidently tell u that is the WORST BUT BEST DECISION of the week bcuz i completely forgot that mala was one of the few that rly messes w my stomach and makes me have a terrible stomach pain within 12 hours. but i also had a great catch up w her and yea rly good company LOL if u see this thanks for the talk bruv appreciates

FINALLY SATURDAY so the moment i decided to wake up i got this annoyingly pain stomachache that made me just want to lie in bed and die bcuz i knew i needed a double toilet visit to rid it and i didnt want to go out between the first and second to have to visit the toilet in some random place where udk if the water on the toilet bowl is pee or bidet spray. or saliva. but anyways what needs to be done has to be done so i went to eat hawker food w my parents and then aft that i finally bought my first chagee since MID FEB omg im so proud of myself i completely got myself off chagee for that entire time and only bought 2 bbt in that duration (yea okay ik its possibly diabetes-inducing but HEY give lad a break). then went for cca to practice more of the pieces (and get confused by chords again) and yea aft that talked w chloe (who prolly wont see this) and j caught up cuz shes so nice bruh save food from some post grad course for me cuz she knows we end cca right after the teabreak for that postgrad course...gandong lah. okay yea and then nth happened at night other than me just laughing at north america in league for beating europe but then still finishing dead last ABSOLUTE BONKERS. okay yea anyways ig the only thing that happened at night is that i watched civil war (the a24 movie released in 2024) again and wow it really is quite interesting u notice some things u dont notice during the second watch (as is usually the case for any artistically good/well-written/well-directed movie)

also i had to take a pill to quell the stomach pain in the afternoon. remind me not to eat late night mala again. or at least make sure i have good company for it. bcuz DAMN. 

- steve, who is...slowly getting (back) into the groove of things?