eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

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today (and for the next week and a half) is gonna be hectic. i have many things planned. i have many things to do and submit (1 case, 2 individual assignments, 3 grp projects, and 3 finals from now till 29 april). is it psychotic to want to embrace this challenge and love it? yes. is it normal to want this shit to be over now? also yes. yin and yang. 

went for a briefing for some maritime week thinggy next week - was kinda interesting ig bcuz honestly i ended up getting a polo tee cuz we decided to wear smu polo tees for the event nxt wk, and the sch staff paid for it LOL so im not fussed over it whatsoever. then i swear i got a scam call today. a part of me thinks its karma for whatever happened the past 2 weeks, but whatever it is the moment they asked me for a full nric via whatsapp i was like hold the fk up? das kinda sussybaka

then i went for ippt. and it was raining. so i was like oh fuck if i dont clear it TODAY i might not clear it EVER becuz like i have to clear it by my bday nxt wk and idk if there r still slots for nxt monday AHAHHA but thank god the rain subsided for JUSTTT enough so we cld run. also can i just say idk how, without any training for this, my pushups maintained but my situps dropped like a cliff. bruh i swear last time i cld do 45 now i can only do 31 cb i no abs sia legit (must be that wack minion shirt). anyways then we ran right but the thing is it was drizzling but it started getting heavier around 5 mins into the run and at around the 10min mark it just started lashing down again and i was so soaked trying to run but the rain was kinda blowing into my face LOL so i was also like wtf i cant SEE. but at least i passed yay

then i had to rush back to school (btw the ippt conduct was supposed to end by 6 it ended at 630...) so i was 40mins late for the seminar talk that i had in the evening. and its crazy cuz like i think i was walking back to sch from city hall and my feet got fucking flooded (like there was a puddle IN MY SHOE it wasnt just wet it was a literal puddle) so i was like so uncomfy and the first thing i did in the seminar room was just whip off my shoes. and yea just listened to the old guy talk, some interesting things, others were things i alr heard before. but yea the more time i spend w the maritime ppl the more i realise the community is actly damn small but i think all the cool ppl r like the y4s who r graduating sighs. why like that? idk also

- steve, who is shagged out rn and doesnt know how to survive the nxt 5.5 weeks 

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