a new week!

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okay for some reason as i type this, i am on 8 hours of sleep (6+2) and i am feeling a little tired (me thinking about things and life made me less tired (as it shld) but i rly j wna fall onto my bed now) so i am gna divebomb onto my bed aft this n fall into dreamland

watched f1 which was fun and exciting...okay look as much as i do have a fair amount of frens who watch f1 it still feels weird that i have, as of now, lost a very close fren (to me, and i think said very close fren also felt the same way abt me (also yes, i am on a friendship break with someone rn)) who used to yap abt f1 w me all the time. i mean, things happen and life is as it is. and ofc friendship breaks are a thing that happens when two friends have a fallout/disagreement over something. but it just sucks bcuz life feels emptier without that friend. and its something that u know needs time before that hole inside u can be closed, whether it is by mending whatever caused the two of u to go on a break in the first place, or replacing it with other ppl/something else. and as much as it hurts, i do still hope that i can do what i can and mend this rift that occurred. and if it can't be mended after all the labouring then im just gonna be ready to go through another round of pain. but it's life. and if it happens, it happens, and i trust that whatever happens will be the better/best outcome for both of us

then went for a concert at night. i think that it was rly cool, even if i have forgotten what half the instruments are HAHAH like bruh i was never in concert band and i can't tell the diff anymore between an oboe, clarinet and bassoon. but yea the repertoire was rly good, and obviously if ur theme is the elements then u kinda have to have earth wind and fire as an encore song right LOL ('september', to which i forgot the name of but i recognised the post chorus and chorus and spent 25mins trying to think what it was bcuz i was certain i did perform it before, which i was half correct because it was used in the 2023 fo faci clan dance LOL but i didnt dance to that particular song)

also i dont rmb macs ice cream tasting that rich LOL is it just me...also i feel like im desensitised to the fact that it's one dollar

oh and also have started watching those streamers/youtubers play card games online again (like those party card games like (ultimate) werewolf and stuff) and i do need to stop procrastinating so

TIME TO LOCK THE F IN ON MONDAY THE 17TH

- steve, who has 6 things due over the next 4 weeks which excludes 3 finals so ig thats 9 things over the next 6 weeks

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