oops too busy recently (for 25th-27th june)

-
sorry for hiatus (did anyone even notice ha..)..so here are 3 questions

q62: What's the last thought that occupied my mind before falling asleep? 

like why is my work so busy recently? and also i realised that goodyear is a sinking ship...HAHAHAH not a good year! and like i realised that they actually teach interns nothing there like u r just an admin slave...thank god for my other intern who suggested we should like mix around with the other departments to get a better idea of what they do and how they are inter-related

q63: who or what adds colour to my life? 

when people sense that i am not okay and ask me (even if i am actually okay), or when i ask someone whether they can talk and people are there to listen, even if they r rly busy. i think it shows that people actually care about me and that i can rely on them (even if i still like to bottle up my emotions and write a journal entry like this or smth to just let my thoughts out, because i think my main sense of therapy is writing therapy as it helps me to get a better sense of what happened and why it could have happened, and how i wna move on)

q64: when did i stop liking myself (if ever)? 

i dont think i have? i know i hated myself sometimes in the past for stupid mistakes that i made/childish things that i did. but i dont think i ever stopped loving myself even if i do sometimes have self-confidence problems. like i think ever since i figured out who i was in late sec sch/jc i just have been content with the way i've lived my life for a large part

- steve, still has outstanding work in the office even though he left at 6.45 today

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

what happened in the first half of school in sem 3.2? (part 2 - socials)

-
in no particular order:  recre bball : i went once and never again. in my defence right, it was on tuesdays. on three tuesdays my corp sust product group wanted to have interviews with retailers, on one week mpsh was closed, and on one week it was cny. so i was only able to go once but skipped that one bcuz i was frankly a bit lazy AHAHHA. but the people there rly q competitive ngl...they all got exp and i was rly reminded of how unfit i was and how long i hadn't played basketball softball : wah the membership this sem drop A LOT SIA like 40%...idk why but lowk i think is cuz a lot of ppl grad and the open training was damn late? and also the payment felt later this year...idk ngl was also abit angst cuz trainings were only like once a week on average now instead of twice a week...but ig circumstances made it hard for that exco to have two trainings. ig its hard to accept but its smth that u have to swallow bcuz there isnt much alternative? i mean not that i blame the exco...its ju...
Read more

thurs, fri and sat

-
oops sorry stopped for two days because...i got really tired and had 4am football into a full day out with mala at night into today so...pardon the tardiness OKAY SO THURSDAY i think it was actly a p decent day started watching more league (again LOL) and also started to get back a BIT more into projects and work...i think there comes a point where i kinda have to start going to school to stay in the library tho...like i think with 1 case, 3 projects and 2 individual papers to complete over the next month i REALLY got to lock tf in so LIVE LAUGH LOVE (if i sound deranged i promise it isnt me im just hyping myself (and you! if u r reading) up to survive hell week wherever u may be reading from night class was kinda interesting so my prof (the french one who loves wine connection) had a guest speaker over to talk about warehousing and storage/transportation (essentially the focal point between middle mile and last mile) and wtf there's only roughly 5-10% of things in warehouses that...
Read more

last week of march recap

-
yknow the most ironic thing? i was actually really just getting drowned in work until sunday came and i just slacked off ystd and today but BIG PACE FOR THE NEXT WEEK BCUZ I HAVE 5 THINGS DUE IN LIKE 11 DAYS RAHHH here's the past week's recap, where the week was ultra busy (which is a good thing?):  monday: went back to school to study w the horsemen. but i completely forgot that the law study rooms r fking cold, and i didnt bring a jacket. and i was also so distracted by youtube LOL i did work like only half the time (and after dinner i did stay back but it was to watch youtube...). okay but good company good yap and good frens yay much loves hehexd tuesday: the group leader for my sustainability project told me that she actly scolded this international student who has been in smu for 4 years btw for like not helping the exchange student (!!) do work. so the exchange student just did the stuff herself. LOL. fking funny. and this guy just chat gpt'ed the environmental analy...
Read more