post concert depression is HITTING

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okay and im still keeping my promise yay. 

q61: what is my biggest pet peeve? 

when people sign up for something but dont commit to it - like what's the point? u let the team down, and u make everyone disappointed and fed up w u. maybe u dont feel like u r a mess up because u r vv dense, but yea. 

case in point - when u sign up for exco, u best well do ur job. or at least try ur damnest to do it. if u r still unable to do it but u tried ur best im happy w it. but if u go in give a half fuck standard, submit work late/past the deadline, is always bossing people around etc., then u r just creating a toxic work environment. maybe u can appeal to ppl using ur xmm looks or ur prince charming rizz, but when ppl realise who u rly r, the sky falls harder than ur heart will break during a breakup. 

idw to go into the nitty gritty, but yes i've seen my fair share of exco ppl not doing their shit properly AND not trying. ik that when i was in exco sometimes i fucked up but at least i think i was trying my best and sometimes i go out of my way to do things also (at least in the first half of my term). and im self-aware to the point that ik i didnt do things as i shld have at some points in my exco journey. but i think some people just completely lack the initiative or the urgency even though they willingly signed up for these roles. 

- steve, suffering from pcd and post-concert anger (still)

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