i need to stop being so lazy.

bcuz this is so damn unhealthy grrr....

Q58: if I were told I only had 5 months to live, what would I do? 

this is the kinda question u ask when u watch those emo movies like 'the fault in our stars'. and of course me being me i've dabbled in these thoughts before bcos u nvr know how things can change in the blink of an eye, at the snap of a couple fingers. 

so i guess here they are: 

1) go to old trafford (and allianz arena and/or signal iduna park on an actual matchday)

2) see the norway fjords

3) climb a mountain more than 1km tall

4) go to machu picchu

5) go see new zealand and australia

6) (if i haven't been to japan then) go to japan hopefully i can see the sakura

7) write letters to all my close friends

8) yknow the meme where they say "if i win the lottery, i won't say that i did it but there will be signs"? same for this i won't publicly say it but i'll be like matthew perry was and have all these cryptic messages that make it seem like something is wrong (from an outsider pov) but u just cant place what exactly is off and unsettling

9) confess to my crush then (if i have one/am not attached) so long as the crush is single and unattached LMAO idw my final indelible mark to be to break a couple up LMFAO

10) go to hollywood and hawaii

i mean ik a lot of these things are not cheap but im alr gna die so might as well just spend it all. and, of course set some aside for donations to charity and to my kindred. 

- steve, who promises he is not gonna die soon if he can help it