back from the unannounced hiatus

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am back. 29 days after the last entry. oops. but if i get a gpa of 3.6 and above this sem it wld be worth it ig

Q53: What dream do I have that will never come true? 

too many man...honestly I think the most recent one is that I woke up on Monday morning having been in a dream that I got a personalised email from my MA prof who said that I did exceedingly well (and exceeded expectations) for finals and the module overall..i mean the results haven't been released but i know for a fact that my MA finals is NOT gonna be like above 85 overall (and the class is quite smart in numbers) so yea...

but in general i do fantasize a lot so i do get a lot of weird dreams (consciously and unconsciously) about what an ideal world wld be like, or vice versa. i think that it is quite therapeutic to reflect but also just wonder at what something can be, for better or worse. 

- steve, who promises to keep to the schedule of one question every weekday and two every weekend

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