1st-4th April

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Q45: Are you happy in life? 

I think it depends on when you ask me this. If you asked me in the first half of March, yes because I landed tickets to mom and an internship. But if you ask me now? I don't think so. Like I have so many submissions due and so little time to revise. 

But I guess, looking at the bigger picture, I think that it is very hard to say if I'm happy. I don't know what I want to do in future, and I don't know if I can sustain myself in future while enjoying myself. So in all honesty, I don't know if I am happy in life. But I am happy that I am surrounded by very nice people at the moment, even if some of them are...detaching for whatever reason. Transactionality? Maybe. Overdrowning in work? Definitely. But well, it's their loss. 

Q46: If I wrote a book about myself, what would be the title? 

"No Fixed Path". Because I think I have always not known what I wanted to do in life, and it has taken me to somewhat unexpected places. And I am so fluid with my choices that I don't know where tomorrow will take me. 

Q47: Have you ever lost a best friend before, and do you miss them? 

A female best friend, yes. The one that has been mentioned so many times I feel like I'm just beating the idea of her to death *ugh*. But yes, I miss her. A lot. 

Q48: What's one thing you're afraid to ask, but want to know the answer to? 

LOL like this is so easy...whether someone I like likes me back and is interested in going out on a date with me. Too many times with girls I swear I have never ever told a girl I liked my feelings towards her before. 

- steve, about 16 hours before bruno mars concert

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