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I GOT MY TAYLOR SWIFT TICKETS I AM GOING TO SEE MOTHER!!!!!!!

ANYWAYS TODAY'S QUESTION, 3/348: When was the last time anyone told you how important you are? 

OOF okay honestly...I don't know for sure because people don't usually run to me for their problems...it's like girls always run to girls and guys don't usually share their problems (and anyways I don't have that many guy friends in uni). 

Let me think...(after 10 legit minutes of thinking) I think that no one ever explicitly told me that "yo steve you are so important that without you i'd literally die right now" BUT the most recent one that carried that amount of weight I think would be when I helped a senior in uni get over her very sudden breakup about half a year ago (if u read this u know who u r). And not gonna lie...part of me is guilty because I was the one that made them talk to each other and go out on dates and eventually become partners for a few months...and then it ended. 

I think that was the time when I understood (finally) that different people handle and process different situations differently. And as a friend, I just did what I could to the best of my abilities to help them get over the break-up and I guess the one who I helped more was the one that hinted my importance to them in that period (for lack of a better phrasing)..

But yea I don't hear that phrase a lot, because a lot of times it's me telling people that they can find me if they have problems and I will try to help if I can. But that doesn't usually end up happening because I think it is just an Asian mindset to bottle up your troubles until your breaking point, then you go to your closest 5/10 and trouble them. And some people just have a very high breaking point so much so that it is never breached. 

- steve, going to see mother and was stressing from 1-2am and busy before because TGIF

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