Clearing the backlog - 10th and 11th March

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Q15 - What motivates me to keep moving forward during tough times? 

Put simply, I think it's that I did not get created just to wallow in my sadness/guilt and seek pity/acceptance whenever something bad happened. There are still many things that I want to do, and many people that still I will never be able to let go of on my own accord, and that these people are also looking at me sometimes for a spark in their day. 

I know it sounds self-absorbing, but recognising that you are useful to someone as a friend is always a reason to keep going. No matter how hard things seem, there is always someone you can count on, and someone who can count on you, so don't leave that friend who counts on you alone, or with one less friend to count on when they need to. You aren't being a disservice to yourself; you are being a disservice to yourself and your friend(s). 


Q16 - Who would you tell first if you know you were going to pass away? 

In this order: Parents, spouse/partner whatever, children, best friend. then after that is whatever close friends I have left. maybe I will tell some other friends, but I don't think it is worth the stressing until I am really at my limit (literally speaking) and then maybe I will tell everyone (and thank them for everything in general)

Q17 - What's the worst thing you've done to somebody you care about? 

LOL okay so let's just say I had HFMD in June last year, I was supposed to go Taiwan with my bestie, and in the end I had to cancel the fking trip because I still hadn't recovered and we had to go through two months of pain trying to get the tickets refunded for me. Sorry mate. 

But, I mean, imagine getting HFMD and COVID within two months of each other. Year 1 summer sucked so hard I'm kinda wishing that Y2-4 summer rocks the living daylights out of the Earth. 


- steve, after just being emo for a bit and i don't think there's much to evaluate about the questions today

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