Diary of an NPC (Needy Poor Creature)

afterwhich i need to start mugging for midterms lmfao im cooked (atp im j gg off my calendar and hoping my memory hasnt faded too much) 29th Aug: oh yea its another thursday but theres no softball boooooo. met with the IS secondary school group for dinner (after just slacking at home watching league again lmfao). then the sobering realisation that 'oh shit everyone is attached' yikes HAHAH but its great to see old frens again yey 30th Aug: still have not class parted in my shipping biz class...i think 5% means i j stfu and nua thru class cuz honestly its so dry HAHAH im like also kinda unmotivated this sem to study (in general) and i guess at this point the panic hadnt set in yet since its only week 2 hmm...and yes they moved softball to fri morning what the fuck now i cant go naurrr... then met with some of the co freshies and honestly wtf theres so much iw to say...like first theres so few freshies who came for the camp; second so many ppl (read 75% of ppl) needed to leave af...

this is what it feels like to be busy i guess. between watching league and lessons and cca's and friends, barely had any time to myself. and been so so tired to try and figure out a way to write down what happened since 23rd, thursday.  22nd aug: i dont think softball ever had a training on thursday (morning)? but anyways at least there is a decent field even if it is all the way in jurong...freshies came (and omg this year got 1) so many girls and 2) a lot of exp ppl) and idk why but the best thing abt training is i think i FINALLY FOUND A FIX TO MY BATTING? something about bringing the bat all the way to the back of my head and facing slightly away from the pitcher so it makes the swing motion smoother for me and it doesnt feel like im forcing power into the ball and im just letting my body and arms turn into it (with more momentum). idk hope it is consistent and if it is then i can continue to build on that with maybe having an even smoother 'swinging process' and i can ...